my JLPT results came in the mail today. i got like 347/400. FUCCCCCKKKKKKK. i am so damned disappointed. though it was a 86.75% pass, but a studied really hard for it and was aiming for at least a 360. dude, it's just a crap mark. if only their questions weren't like 4 marks for a question dammit _|_.

and i'm a really suppressed person. like i really wish i could say stuff that wasn't mean and sarcastic. so i present you with some entertainment, (cause i decided to go transparent on this) and the words in the brackets are just the suppressed shit that i decided not to say in order to save the friendship/relationship and stop it from worsening. yeah, i like to give people face and i'm really nice ya. at least i think about YOUR feelings before doing anything.

extracts;

A: bran is fat bitch
A: and kun is fat slut
A: everyone knows that LOL
B: at least they are good brothers who bother to keep in touch with me
A: oh ok i'm sorry.
[like, so where did our good-friends-let's-keep-in-touch thing go? asshole.]

B: dude, be a good sport and wish me happy birthday? (:
B: you do get a greeting from me every year right :D
A: OH SHIT I'M REALLY SORRY.
A: HAPPI BIRTHDAY
[thanks, for forgetting. and i really love you ya.]

B: @@;; you really forgot?
A: sry
B: nah >.>;;
A: heh ok
[WTF YOU.]
B: understandable, piorities shifted, natural to have slipped.
[cause maybe i'm not on top of your list anymore. maybe you don't even care, can't be bothered. thanks a lot, i waited a whole day just for this. the only date you remember now is anything connected to your darling bitch.]
A: hey dont put it like that
A: I'M SORRY (cries)
B: don't mind me, i'm really frank and cranky especially when im working on my maths at the moment.
[absolutely no, i'm darn clear about what i'm saying, and that was just a lie. faggot. do you want me to say ITS OKAY I UNDERSTAND THAT YOUR SOMEONE ELSE COMES FIRST LA OK. IT'S OKAY YOU FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY, DAMMIT IT'S JUST A DUMB BIRTHDAY! ^^ *smile*]
A: aw nono
A: i was just kidding
[fuck you.]
B: right, i was just kidding too? =[riiight. make my day shithead.]
A: oh.
[HEE. ^^]

right, now i sound like a real hypocrite. but no! i had the absolute fun in this convo! piss off.

{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

♥REITA,
just because.

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